A Time to Grow Closer to God – Really?

Lent is the perfect time to grow closer to God. For many years, that was how I thought about Lent and the purpose of my Lenten practices. This was a […]

Lent is the perfect time to grow closer to God. For many years, that was how I thought about Lent and the purpose of my Lenten practices. This was a time to become more spiritual, holier, and loving, resulting in a closer relationship with God. After all, isn’t that what Lent was all about? Try harder, work harder, do more penance. That’s what God wants, isn’t it?

I was thinking it all depended on me doing the right things, as if God were distant from me and I needed to close the gap by becoming a better person. In other words, earn my place in God’s heart. Many of you know what I mean!

I heard a homily recently that turned my understanding upside down. The focus was on God’s love and closeness to us, in contrast to our seeking closeness with God. The homilist quoted Fr. Paul Cutino, S.J., stating: “God is as close to us as water is to fish”!

I had it backward! I can’t grow closer to God because I am surrounded by and in God, just like you are.

This Lent, instead of trying to earn what I already have, I am basking in the awe of God’s intimate presence. You might say that I am letting this realization soak in!

You can too.

– Terri Sersch

St. Anthony Spirituality Center

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